Holiday has started but still there are endless work to complete....
this year is a mess....
because of too much work at once.....
i don't even have time to do quality work....
now the holiday mood has not set in yet.....
haih.....
I start to miss so many things.....
my sister called asking if i go back...
my mom and dad called asking the same question....
my nieces dropped a few words in my fb asking if
i'll visit them....
i start to think of what i will do once i go back....
the plans....the time spend with my parents...
my nieces....nephews....brothers...sisters....
christmas at home.....
doing nothing and yet every moment is precious....
I don't mind that Serian has no delicious food to eat....
or that there is nothing interesting to be done back home...
but i guess....
being with family is way, way more important than that...
and delicious food can be subjective....
to me pekasam ikan is delicious food...
but to other non-Sarawakian, it may be yuckish food....
see.....delicious at times can be universal...
but some food are an acquired taste....
which you grow up with....
My heart is too heavy to continue writing now....
i may not show that i miss anyone outwardly...
but that does not mean that i do not miss anyone at all....
or that i don't think about it in my mind...
I envy those who can see their parents every day
or every week....or just often enough....
I feel that every time i see my parents they are getting
older and older.....
more wrinkles....more white hair.....
haih.....