S2 5th Anniversary Dance Bash (9th April)

This is me....hmmm...remids me i need to alter my pants...

Yeap..that's right....

another dance bash...this time by the dance

studio we go to...S2 Dance.

I enjoyed it tremendously....

love the music and the dances...

Like i told Michelle....

I couldn't remember the food but i do remember the

dances and the music...

We enjoyed and danced through out the nite.

Ronggeng....

Mic had to leave earlier but Joni and Joanne were stil

there and we danced until 11.10 pm...

Not bad eh....sweating like mad...

anyway...i decided to enjoy myself

before i get right down to the IVF business the next day...

since my first injection is due on Sunday...

Dance baby...yeah....

Ah Yoke was there...our ex-dance teacher

who bad mouthed Cherry...saying that she stole

her students...but nope.....we left Ah Yoke

willingly to join Cherry's class

and we enjoyed it tremendously....

and we have better relationship with Cherry

and we learn more techniques here than before....

Anyway....

it was a good ronggeng nite for us.

These are the evening class girls - Cherry's girls

That's Cherry in her hot blonde wig....

Next to Mic is joaane (Lau pan niang)

Tis' me and Mic...my dancing sister...

These are Stella and Lor (Yoga lady to us)

Mic and Joni...

Being JU for Literature Course in PD - Personal Reflection

JU again after so many years.....

I was so nervous though i know i can do it....

When Jamilah asked me to become Ju...yeah i didn't have

a choice...she just sorta told me ya....:)

and later on I discovered that Kak Ti was roped in too by her...

and the fourth person joining us is Wong Siew Leng...

I'm glad that there are people whom i can work with

on the team ...

for i know from experience that it can be a very

challenging work being a JU and make a good delivery....

But since i have agreed...so i have to go through with it....

The course : Towards Interesting, Exciting and Effective

Literature Lesson

Date: 8, 9 and 10 March 2011

Venue: BTPN, PD

No. of participants: 25 teachers from Jempol and Jelebu

Wong and I take Literature Upper Forms while

Jamilah and Kak T take Literature Lower Forms.

I struggled for 3 weeks preparing materials and getting myself

mentally ready for the task....

Some may say that it is an easy task...

but i believe that we have to approach an old task with

a new enthusiasm and outlook...

Only then will we be constantly improving ourselves.

I told Chin on the final night before i came to PD that

no matter how many times i stared at the module,

making short notes, rereading all the activities...

reevaluating the activities i have chosen, thinking of alternatives to

modify and adapt the activities given

and such...it all will come down finally to the day itself....

no matter how mentally prepared you...you'll never know the outcome

until the day itself.

So...i will continue my reflection from the first day until the

last day under a new title....

I am glad that as I am typing this...it is now the end of the second day.

Being JU for Literature Course in PD - Personal Reflection

JU again after so many years.....

I was so nervous though i know i can do it....

When Jamilah asked me to become Ju...yeah i didn't have

a choice...she just sorta told me ya....:)

and later on I discovered that Kak Ti was roped in too by her...

and the fourth person joining us is Wong Siew Leng...

I'm glad that there are people whom i can work with

on the team ...

for i know from experience that it can be a very

challenging work being a JU and make a good delivery....

But since i have agreed...so i have to go through with it....

The course : Towards Interesting, Exciting and Effective

Literature Lesson

Date: 8, 9 and 10 March 2011

Venue: BTPN, PD

No. of participants: 25 teachers from Jempol and Jelebu

Wong and I take Literature Upper Forms while

Jamilah and Kak T take Literature Lower Forms.

I struggled for 3 weeks preparing materials and getting myself

mentally ready for the task....

Some may say that it is an easy task...

but i believe that we have to approach an old task with

a new enthusiasm and outlook...

Only then will we be constantly improving ourselves.

I told Chin on the final night before i came to PD that

no matter how many times i stared at the module,

making short notes, rereading all the activities...

reevaluating the activities i have chosen, thinking of alternatives to

modify and adapt the activities given

and such...it all will come down finally to the day itself....

no matter how mentally prepared you...you'll never know the outcome

until the day itself.

So...i will continue my reflection from the first day until the

last day under a new title....

I am glad that as I am typing this...it is now the end of the second day.

Being JU for Literature Course in PD - Personal Reflection

JU again after so many years.....

I was so nervous though i know i can do it....

When Jamilah asked me to become Ju...yeah i didn't have

a choice...she just sorta told me ya....:)

and later on I discovered that Kak Ti was roped in too by her...

and the fourth person joining us is Wong Siew Leng...

I'm glad that there are people whom i can work with

on the team ...

for i know from experience that it can be a very

challenging work being a JU and make a good delivery....

But since i have agreed...so i have to go through with it....

The course : Towards Interesting, Exciting and Effective

Literature Lesson

Date: 8, 9 and 10 March 2011

Venue: BTPN, PD

No. of participants: 25 teachers from Jempol and Jelebu

Wong and I take Literature Upper Forms while

Jamilah and Kak T take Literature Lower Forms.

I struggled for 3 weeks preparing materials and getting myself

mentally ready for the task....

Some may say that it is an easy task...

but i believe that we have to approach an old task with

a new enthusiasm and outlook...

Only then will we be constantly improving ourselves.

I told Chin on the final night before i came to PD that

no matter how many times i stared at the module,

making short notes, rereading all the activities...

reevaluating the activities i have chosen, thinking of alternatives to

modify and adapt the activities given

and such...it all will come down finally to the day itself....

no matter how mentally prepared you...you'll never know the outcome

until the day itself.

So...i will continue my reflection from the first day until the

last day under a new title....

I am glad that as I am typing this...it is now the end of the second day.

Being JU for Literature Course in PD - Personal Reflection

JU again after so many years.....

I was so nervous though i know i can do it....

When Jamilah asked me to become Ju...yeah i didn't have

a choice...she just sorta told me ya....:)

and later on I discovered that Kak Ti was roped in too by her...

and the fourth person joining us is Wong Siew Leng...

I'm glad that there are people whom i can work with

on the team ...

for i know from experience that it can be a very

challenging work being a JU and make a good delivery....

But since i have agreed...so i have to go through with it....

The course : Towards Interesting, Exciting and Effective

Literature Lesson

Date: 8, 9 and 10 March 2011

Venue: BTPN, PD

No. of participants: 25 teachers from Jempol and Jelebu

Wong and I take Literature Upper Forms while

Jamilah and Kak T take Literature Lower Forms.

I struggled for 3 weeks preparing materials and getting myself

mentally ready for the task....

Some may say that it is an easy task...

but i believe that we have to approach an old task with

a new enthusiasm and outlook...

Only then will we be constantly improving ourselves.

I told Chin on the final night before i came to PD that

no matter how many times i stared at the module,

making short notes, rereading all the activities...

reevaluating the activities i have chosen, thinking of alternatives to

modify and adapt the activities given

and such...it all will come down finally to the day itself....

no matter how mentally prepared you...you'll never know the outcome

until the day itself.

So...i will continue my reflection from the first day until the

last day under a new title....

I am glad that as I am typing this...it is now the end of the second day.

Being JU for Literature Course in PD - Personal Reflection

JU again after so many years.....

I was so nervous though i know i can do it....

When Jamilah asked me to become Ju...yeah i didn't have

a choice...she just sorta told me ya....:)

and later on I discovered that Kak Ti was roped in too by her...

and the fourth person joining us is Wong Siew Leng...

I'm glad that there are people whom i can work with

on the team ...

for i know from experience that it can be a very

challenging work being a JU and make a good delivery....

But since i have agreed...so i have to go through with it....

The course : Towards Interesting, Exciting and Effective

Literature Lesson

Date: 8, 9 and 10 March 2011

Venue: BTPN, PD

No. of participants: 25 teachers from Jempol and Jelebu

Wong and I take Literature Upper Forms while

Jamilah and Kak T take Literature Lower Forms.

I struggled for 3 weeks preparing materials and getting myself

mentally ready for the task....

Some may say that it is an easy task...

but i believe that we have to approach an old task with

a new enthusiasm and outlook...

Only then will we be constantly improving ourselves.

I told Chin on the final night before i came to PD that

no matter how many times i stared at the module,

making short notes, rereading all the activities...

reevaluating the activities i have chosen, thinking of alternatives to

modify and adapt the activities given

and such...it all will come down finally to the day itself....

no matter how mentally prepared you...you'll never know the outcome

until the day itself.

So...i will continue my reflection from the first day until the

last day under a new title....

I am glad that as I am typing this...it is now the end of the second day.

Belated Reflection of the 'New" year....

Ahhhhhh....i know i have neglected this blog of mine

for ages....almost 3 months....

First because of the unending school work

and second because of pure laziness after being so busy with

my school work....and life....in general....

So..here goes...i'm going to do a belated reflection

of my life in the past year.....

in particular 2010.....

Had my life changed so much since then?

Am i happy with the changes?

Let me see....

Last year was a good year for me....

as compared to the years before....

I have lost a lot of my extra baggage.....and tho i am gaining it back a bit

but i am able to control the weight gain.....

i think i live a healthier life to as compared to before...

i exercise at least twice a week if not almost

5 days a week....

I eat healthier stuff....fruit juice especially in the

early morning....

Tho i got Dengue Fever last year....

i consider it as a good thing because i lost a lot

of weight because of it too...

tho the main weight losing comes from the diet that i took

and the exercise i do weekly....

I meet new people and have new circle of friends who are

not teachers and interesting people....

a mixture of beautician, accountant and tailor....

but these are the ones whom i enjoy the most out

of my circle of teacher friends....

I also do exercise that i love the most with my new bunch of

friends which is dancing....

and because we love it so much we know that we

will survive doing it for many years to come.....

I am less stressful too....

because i have my weekly outlet of stressful aura......

dancing....

i enjoyed the conversation with my friends....when

we hang out together...i learn many new things....too

through them....

People around me say that i look younger and prettier.....

like i have shed off years from my age....

Yeah....i only focus on my personal life, i know.....

but my personal life determines my work satisfaction....

i can handle stress better and i find it easier to deal

with the work load....

so overall...i think it had been a good year...and this year...

2011....i am still leading this kind of lifestyle....

I look forward to another good year....

Down with Dengue Fever....

It's been a week now since i had dengue

fever and boy oh boy....

i hated the feeling...

It started on last Wednesday morning, when i woke

up with a heavy head and a slight

banging in my head.....

i put it down to lack of sleep but i felt the

morning chill terribly that day....

by 9 i felt like lying down and so i went into Bilik Gerakan

to rest for a while...

by 9.30 i already felt the onset of fever...the tell tale signs...

i took 2 panadol actifast and felt better...

but by evening....

there was still fever.

So Thursday, i took the day off....

and took panadol...but by evening...there was still no

change....i suspected that it was

dengue fever...but stil i went to the clinic....

the doc diagnosed food poisoning but...yeah....

i suspected otherwise....

By Friday....i knew it was sort of dengue

because the fever pill had no effect....

Friday afternoon, Chin brought me to CMH and by then

i couldn't sit for long already....i had to lie down.

While waiting for the blood test....my stomach

did not feel good....

One of the tell tale sign of dengue fever is

the increase of acid level in the stomach...

it'll make you feel like throwing up .....

and the discomfort caused you not able to

eat anything.

I was admitted on Friday afternoon....

got numerous jabs.....antibiotics etc....

and the drips....

surprisingly this was the first time i did not feel any pain

at all on my hand where the tubing for the drip

was inserted.

I felt much better after that tho not on the eating side....

Luckily...my temperature dropped immediately after

admission and by Saturday i did not have any more

temperature....

So...it was a fast recovery for me....

but my platlet count was still dropping.

It increased a bit on Sunday...so the good

doc discharged me...

anyway...the hospital is under renovation

and it was too noisy to sleep....

so i did not have sufficient rest there...

I still had to go back for the blood test on Mon and Tue...

the acid level was still quite high...

and i suffered from that.....

and slight dizziness....and short of breath.....

couldn't sleep properly for 2 nights.....

but i did not want to be readmitted into the noisy hospital....

so i forced myself to eat and drink as much as possible

just to raise my platlet count.....

But....it was still considered low.....

Friday....my PC was 84, Saturday - 76, Sunday - 80,

Mon - 57 and tue - 60....

Finally on Thurs it was 79 and the Doc said i

passed with an A.....hah.....

Now thank God.....am recuperating fine and recovering fast.

My nephew was admitted on Saturday morning,

also suffering from dengue fever.

He stayed longer in the hospital since it was his first day

of fever and the fever lasted until Wed....

and on Thurs, he was finally discharged.

It was slow recovery for him as he drank less water and

refused to eat....anything....

But well...now he's recovering too....

We discovered that there was a bout of dengue fever on our

street....Mr Wong's son, from 890 also got dengue,

then the husband and wife from the first corner house both

got dengue, then the auntie opposite our house...

and in April...Mr Yee from opposite our house too.

We also discovered that our drainage system actually

encourage stagnant water that is a breeding ground for the mosquito.

Chin wrote a letter to the Health Department

and on Wednesday evening, they came to

spray the house and the street.

We hope that RB Land or the developer would come

and fix the drainage system soon.

This has been a scary experience for all of us...

and though we have 6 months immunity

but still...the thought of the acid level in the

stomach can still cause me to cringe.

Shopping sorang-sorang....

Saturday morning came and went....
In an attempt to live my life again....
I went to Jusco for a Thai Traditional Massage....
since i had slogged away for more than a month...
It was a torturous but relaxing and relieving massage all at once....
but wow....the effect was powerful...
i feel healthy again....
ahahahaha....
Anyway...after massage i went to check out if the strwa hat that
i wanted is still available at Vincci accessories....
but i got stuck in Bata instead since they are having
a 70% sale....cheap mostly but not dirt cheap...
I browsed and tried some shoes....
and they fitted snugly....
a pair of kewl marie claire and 3 pairs of bata shoes....
Phew.....i never bought 4 pairs at once but i couldn't resist...
There is this new reflexology RED shoes
that i like...but i had to restrain myself....
i'll save it for next month....
then....i checked out the hat...yeap..stil there....
but i decided to walk jusco first....
Before i went back...i bought the hat....
Pheeeeewww....therapeutic activities....

In need of a recharge....

My energy level is pretty low this year...
Feel like everyday is an effort to get out of bed
and get ready for school....
What is wrong with my system...
In school...it is not so bad...
my battery will last me a whole day...
but by noon, the heat would have sapped all my energy and
it is a great relieve to finally reach home....
but well....my one dream of turning in early
still deludes me...

I still can't understand the school policy of heaping
all the work on people who manage to score
high mark for their yearly evaluation
and let those who score low marks getting away
with minimal works...
Yesh...those who got high scores worked their butt off for a whole
year but don't they think they should heap responsibility
on others too...
just to give them a fair chance at achieving something?
I guess those administrators are dolts...
They exist in almost all schools in Malaysia...
Real dolts...
Chin also suffer the same fate...
slogging away until 5 - 6 pm almost everyday of the
week in school while some people have it easy...
The term Guru Cemerlang is a bullshit when
the teacher does not even have the time to
sit down and plan and organise his or her
teaching materials...
Ah...i should be spending time doing that and adapting
materials to suit my students' needs
rather than worrying about nonsensical stuff...
haih...Recharge please...recharge...
i am badly in need of a RECHARGE...
Give us a break please...

After the holiday...extra classes and debate training
will start...
what does that mean?
It means slogging away till 5 pm everyday of my life...
I wish for once i can finish all my work
and sleep at 9pm...
maybe then...
i'll be really recharged huh...?
I guess i'll never find out...

Farewell 2009, welcome 2010

Eve of New year...
A crossing between past and future...
The now....

It's that time again when ppl start to reflect on their achievement
in the past...and set new goals for the future...
New resolution...
but what about the old ones?
Have they been achieved?

Anywho...the new year brings in more responsibility and
i hope that i can carry them out with
excellence...

There are some new development i should say
in school:
1. Kak Ti will become KB in SM Agama KK
2. Puaka is no longer in school
3. Cikgu man will most prolly take Puaka's place
4. I am in the Pengurusan AJK (courtesy of my new title GC)
5. The names of the classes have been changed (and God...
i can't remember them)

Apart from that, everything seem normal....
people still try not to accept responsibility given...
excuses, excuse, excuses...

PMR result for English only increased by 0.9%
which is too low an increase...
arghhh...what should i do...
to make a drastic increase?
Teachers are so stubborn....they refuse to try new methods...

So, what are my new resolution?
1. To change the attitude of the English teachers to be more dynamic
2. To push the teachers so they will push the students to work harder...
3. To push the panel forward to achieve more than last year...

argh......
so fake....these are not new....
i had these for like 3 years now...
and this is my fourth...

But...i shall try harder....
and hopefully God will finally grant us our prayers....

Plaster off...yay...

Today was my appointment with Dr. Tang
to take off the plaster from my back...
he said it's taking the stitch off...but there's no stitches apparently
nowadays...
it's more likely taking the plaster off and spray the wound with
water proof plaster...
Thank God...i hated the feeling of that bandage sticking to my back...
like an alien that's stick to me and refuse to let go...
parasite....ahahhahaha...
We waited for almost an hour before the good Dr came..
he was still wearing his green scrub...
straight from surgery i guess...
so he just tore the plaster off and then sprayed it...
and then described to me what to be done if the
stapler like stuff come off...
my hubby is supposed to take it off once it comes off by itself...
Yeap...have taken some photos of the before and after
thingy...kinda gross...
i still feel like there's a lump there...
or maybe it is just my eyes...
Anyway...there is still slight pain...soreness i guess...
but the parasite feeling is gone...
It'll take a while for it to be completely heeled...
but i can't wait to see it...
i can lean properly now...it's not that lopsided lean...
like there's a blob there...
now...it's a real lean....

Minor surgery yesterday...

I am suppoded to update on the latest happening
but life had been busy for a while
and anyway...my nieces kept conquering the
net so....i just let them have their way...

Anyway...the day after they left...i had a minor surgery...
in KPJ to remove the fatty lump in my
shoulder blade...

We went there early in the morning...
for admission....
as in checked in to the hospital...
then...by 8.30 i was wheeled in OT..
which was pretty cold..
It makes me wonder why do they have to make
the room so very cold..
i wasn't nervous like the first time...
but the cold relly got to me...
i was shivering...
by the time the tubes were inserted into my vein...
but the effect of the anesthetic was
pretty quick...
i was out within seconds...
was having a pretty nice dream through the surgery
actually...
and was rudely woken up at the end of it...
hmmm...now i've forgotten what it was...

i felt a kind of heaviness at my shoulder blade area...
it's the pain but i could't feel it yet because of the
painkiller or the numbness..
but i did feel sore though...
then after swallowing one painkiller...
wallah....i don't even feel the pain...
just sort of stiff...and sore...
The good doc came to inspect his handy work at 4pm and
i requested to be discharged that evening...
i don't think i will get a good night sleep there considering
my noisy neighbour in the next bed...
who kept a sort of feast going on...
i thought she was the one who was sick but
apparently it was her mum...
anyway..the hospital would be way too cold at night...
and i miss my soft bed...
I was still abit dizzy from the effect of the anesthetic..
but well...i insist on going home...

The fat was a big blob of fat...like chicken fat according to Chin...
but i didn't get a good look since the nurses were busy
taking my blood pressure reading and stuff...
But as of today...
i'm still taking the pill so i don't really feel the pain...
all i can say is i feel sore...
that's it...

Is it written in the star?

Is it written in the stars
Are we paying for some crime
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time

Ti's a lyric from my favourite song...
and it makes me wonder...is everything written in the star?
I don't mean like a star cross lovers kinda stuff...
just destiny and our life...
Has it all been decided before hand?
And can we change it?

This evening, while chatting with his mother, Chin suddenly
asked about the feng shui book from
his mother.
I thought it is a normal feng shui book
but apparently it is a really old one
that predicts one's life...
Interestingly...he looked up his mother's prediction
and well...what can i say....her life is just as the book says...
Chin also looked up his..
and so far the prediction has been true...
it says he would achieve a certain success in his life when he
reaches the age of 36...
and in 2 years time he will be 36...and
recently he was offered GC....

As for mine...
most of my young life...i had to struggle
for the things that i wanted...
and nothing came easy...
which is very much describing what i has gone thru...
and yes...it says life will only
become easier as success will come my
way when i reach my thirties...
well...that much is quite true too...
Thus I chose Butterfly to portray
my whole life...
only when emerge as a butterfly that i feel i can fly freely
and develop my potential...
and do things that i want..

Well...the question is ....
can we believe such prediction?
can we totally rely on it...
and can we change it....somehow...
I believe that everything is indeed written but along the way we
are offered opportunities to change it...
just that at time...we are scared to reach for it...
but changing our destiny is indeed a possibility...

Traditional massage at Lin's place...

I've suffered from stiff and painful neck and shoulder
since Sunday evening...
and today i went to Lin's house for a massage.
She asked the Kakak form Duma Canteen to
come to her house.
She did a full body massage...
for me for RM30...
from my head, face to my toe...
great ha...?
Certain areas were more painful than other parts...
and she said it means that certain
part of my body is not healthy...
like my stomach area because
my shin hurt when she massage it...
and since my neck and shoulder hurt...
the painful area was my right arm...

But it was a refreshing massage...
a thoroughly good one...
and Lin kept asking me...
tak sakit ke...
nope it was not but only certain areas hurt...
i got so much relief after the back and shoulder massage she gave me...
i could turn my head to the right side without hurting and i can
lift my head...
and i can lift my right hand and shoulder...
amazing....
Thank God i don't have to suffer another night...
Lin...k la paling best...
kawan sekarang dan selamanye....
kekekekeke...

She was a bit pissed off today...
due to a certain snake...
(a new snake....this time...
the old one had changed its name to puaka...)
This snake actually sms Lin's friend to warn her
against Lin...
the funny thing was Lin was never had anything to do
with this particular snake...
she rarely dealt with her in her daily routine...
and they practically live in different universe..
but somehow this snake dares to spread her poison...
hmmm....
but trully...
this snake is weird...
a weirdo actually...
my description of her is...Luar Alam sangat tu..
But well....she is different...in an annoying osrt of way...
and because of that she has no good friends now...
poor her...
hmmm.....
but if her attitude is the way it is now...
i don't think she'll have any in the future...

A torturous day in school...

I went to school despite my aching and stiff neck...
but i couldnt turn my head much...
more like straight back....
My colleagues on the other hand....
bless their souls...
made fun of me...
in a good-natured sort of way, of course....
Ruslan purposely called me from afar and usuall
at an angle where i hade to turn at least to my right...
just so i could demonstrate my robotic way of turning
my head or rather my whole body....
Ravi called me a clone....
saying that it was not the real me who attended the school today....
more like my robotic clone and the
real me is stashed away at home....
hmmm....
but of course...
my HM advised me to go for a traditional massage...
and he said if he were to do it...
i would have to pay him...
haih...as if...
anyway...i made appointment to have a massage tomorrow
afternoon...
at Lin's house...
can't wait....

Neck pain...stiff neck...heck...

Argh...suffer...suffer...suffer....
I can't turn my head to the right and the
mere task of looking up is like hell....
I have been having a slight stiffness to the neck for
a few weeks now but
i can still cope with the slight discomfort
but suddenly yesterday evening....
everything became worse....
the pain was sudden for no apparent reason...
i woke up fine...
with no indication that i would have a stiff neck
but yesterday evening....
the pain came do suddenly...
but night fall...the effort to yawn was like too much....
I woke up every time i shifted my position
and that was like so many times....
i could only sleep with one position slightly comfortably....
but the rest of the night was like hell....
Ah...i hope it'll be over soon...
Haih....
rase nak patah....
bergerak pun macam tak leh bernafas...
naya...
this is bad news man....

October comes to an end...with plenty of good news...

Today is the last day of October...
Time does fly pretty fast nowadays...
Blink...blink...and it's end of the year....
and soon it'll be the beginning of another new routine year...

Ahh....just 3 more weeks to go...give or take...
and then school holiday....

Lin said i have been blessed this year...
MAYBE because i have been good...
or maybe what she meant was
I am a GOOD person...
never back stab friends....do my work with all honesty...
and work hard....and never complain....
that kind of thing...

Why did she say I have been blessed APLENTY?
Well...first of all...
unexpectedly i got my appointment as GC
(tho now i am stil pemangku, not officially yet
till i got my appointment letter)
Then....
I got a IV for my PTK exam...
(which i have been trying really hard to get)
and then soon...my pension application will be
approved and i can withdraw my KWSP money...
to do my long overdue treatment...

So, she is convinced that i am blessed....
by HIS ALMIGHTY...
Well...thank GOD for all the good things that
come my way...
and i pray that He will guide me through
all the new challenges that he has put my way....

Is it a good year?
Has this been a good year?
In terms of my panel...
I guess....no matter how much i put my effort into
achieving the many successes for my panel...
it will still be not enough....
well...i hope that this year's result in the public exam
will improve...
it is difficult to improve
mainly because of the students' attitude
and there is also the method of teaching...
Ahhh.....
i guess i'll have to try harder...
and God will always reward those
who do their job honestly and sincerely
without expecting anything in return...

Warts on the foot....argh....

Argh..there's a wart on my right foot and it hurts...
i didn't know it was a wart until my
colleague said ketuat....
and they have been very helpful in suggesting
what cream to look for in the pharmacy...
I found one just now - Duofilm...
my colleague said it works miracle...
so i'm going to try it...
I wonder where i got wart from...
but i notice it appeared after i came back from my 3rd salsa class...
i don't have shoe for dancing salsa so
all 3 of us go bare feet...
argh....
now i suffer the consequence....

Not much of a holiday....haih...

I can't believe that i have to work during the holiday...
I am still struggling with my state level debate script
to be completed...
so far...i managed to complete opposition speaker no 1 script...
and i suffer from writer's block now....
cannot continue with my 2nd speaker's script...
poor kids...
Haih...
and on top of that i am juggling with my markings....still 2 classes of essays
to finish...
oh gosh....
Tomorrow we are off to Bukit Tinggi Indonesia
and will be coming back on Sunday...
i hope i can managed everything by today
so i can go with a free mind....haih.....