Day 9 of jab...

Yesterday we went to HUKM for follicle tracking..

and was told that the left side follicle are not responding

to the hormone treatment.

The right side on the other hand has 2 eggs

which are growing bigger.

So...we waited for Doc Natasha to answer the phone but

she didn't answer the phone.

So the nurse decided to give me the same dosage

of menopur which was 225 iu but i have to have another jab.

It's to prevent the eggs from breaking....

Argh...now both sides of my stomach are painful...

but the pain from the latter lasts longer....

It's like bee sting...

We left for Times Square later for Chin's reunion...but

received a call from HUKM asking us to increase

the dosage of menopur...adding another 75 iu.

We couldn't find a clinic

who would do it so yeah...we didn't eventually.

Today we went to HUKM for the extra shot

and the Monday morning jam was horrible.

I realise that i got headache now..

and it's may be the effect of the increased

hormone my body receives.

And the right side of my stomach feels like a bit

bloated.....argh....

my daily mantra becomes....

i can do this...it'll be over in 10 mins....

i'll say it over and over again....

trying to convince myself that the pain will be just a while....

I can do this....yes....

i'm going to see it through...

and pray to GOD that the 2 eggs will see it through too

to become a baby eventually....

Amen to that.